As I sit there waiting to get a ride home he says come here so I go and sit beside him asking him lets go!
Sitting there predicting whats gonna happen next a swoosh of fear, rage of anger and guilt 4 putting myself in that situation freeze me. Distressed and longing for a better place at that paralyzing moment I longed to be in a better place at that moment. He kneels in front of me and forces himself over me, I demanded him to stop! I reminded him once again that I have a bf. But somehow he has himself convinced that im his baby. He repeatedly kept sayin its ok baby, your my girl!? He said we need to have a bond to have a friendship. All that went thru my mind was how did I put myself in that situation and what I was doin there. All I felt was guilt, hate and confusion! As he finished all I can think was FINALLY THIS IS OVER! I begged him to take me home, I reminded him once again that I have a bf and let him know exactly how I felt at that moment with an angry voice but dwelling in the presence of fear. Then he started again… Forcefully layed me down and repeated what he had juz done! At this point my eyes were tearing up. Just remembering the guilt, hatred and anger I juz felt a moment ago. At that point all that went thru my mind was how can a man disrespect a women so much when he has a sister and a mother? How can he not listen after she repeats stop and that she has a bf in a voice of rage. How can he rape a girl whos lying there crying?
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